Where To Go After Gaduating

Do I really really want to enter that university I've been dreaming for a long time?

Because it feels like it will be the same if I enter another  university as long as I am able to compete with people.

My teacher always says that "Seenak-enaknya kerja sama orang, lebih enak buka usaha sendiri"

And it motivates me alot! He also always says that everybody should has their own dream.

And one of my my dreams :

"I want to be an entrepeneur. I want to make my own boutiques and it will be distributed all around the world!"

Hears so hard, right... /sigh/ But never mind, I struggle to make it happens.

Another dreams :

"I want to be Kim Jonghyun's!"

LOL  slightly impossible but...who knows? ;)

Well I mean, God is unpredictable. We never know who will we meet tomorrow, with whom we will be, and I think his plans are more wonderful than everything.

Do you believe in your own dream?

This Song Is Totally Drives Me Nut

"In A Rush"


It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I cant tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

How I try to express what's been jugglin' my mind
But still can't find the words
But I know that something's got a hold of me 

Baby, some day I'll find a way to say
just what you mean to me
But if that day never comes along
and you don't hear this song
I guess you'll never know that...

And when I say inside, I mean deep
You fill my soul with something I cannot explain
What's over me 

May I?

MY SUPA DUPA BESTIE

Have I ever mentioned this girl name: 

BILLA ASHANINKA

Well, I guess I've ever talked and posted some pictures with me, right? :)

And, here we go again:

:) 

Yesterday we decided to learn MATHSvck together again but this time we took place on my beloved course-place which is Primagama :D 

The day after (which is TODAY) we face the second try out and blahblahblah yeah whatever that's not what I wud like to talk about okaaay!!!

I want to show you something!

These:

were created by her and I couldn't stop screaming and texting herrrr!!!!

LOL I love, no I LOVE her edits really, no, REALLY!!!!

But she didn't believe me because she felt so lazy when made it.

But I see no flaw, stuped...!

Those pictures really made my day :))) I'll post it everywhere kekekeke..

/can't stop smiling/

I love both of them (my officially, future husband a.k.a Jjong and my endless bestfriend a.k.a Bestie-->yes, we call each other by this<-- a.k.a Asha)

"I believe our friendship never has an ending until we grow older and older"

TYPO

I used to make a mistake when I'm in my HYPER MOOD so, mianhae... /bows/




PS: blame it to Kim Jonghyun, anyway :P

/smirk/

I just changed my background into this!!
kekeke~
Now oh Noooow...... my world is totally full of JJONG!!!!
From background twitter-tumblr-wallpaper PC-wallpaper handphone- and blog!
Unfortunately, facebook doesn't let me to change that oh-so-plain background into anything -__-
Gotta go now. See ya! :*
/hugs Jjong/

Note To Self: Over Confidence=Big No No!

Minggu ini adalah minggu kelabu. Soalnya seminggu penuh ini, kelas bakal dihiasi dengan bulatan-bulatan LJK (baca: try out).
Dan try out hari ini disponsori oleh Gundar. Tes pertama adalah Ekonomi, which is pelajaran semi-favorit gue. Malemnya gue excited banget belajarnya, otomatis pas tes dimulai gue berasa paling semangat ngerjainnya sampe-sampe nggak fokus ngebuletin nomor peserta :P
Nomor 1? lancar..
Nomor 2? oke, asik..
Nomor 3? ya elah..
Nomor 4? gampang.

Nomor 5? ----

gue ngadat.

Tuhan, kenapa ngga ada jawabannya?? T_T

Akhirnya gue skip. Soalnya, menurut petunjuk pengerjaan, siswa dituntut untuk mengerjakan soal yang dianggap mudah terlebih dahulu, oke fine..

Sampailah gue ke nomor 15.

Yang ditanyakan adalah indeks laspeyres.

And I was like: (= =)' WTH?

Tuhan, ini Pak Sedyo belum pernah ngajarin...

Skip!

Sampai nomor 19, pajak terhutang, YAYEEEY~ gue langsung menghitung dengan sekuat tenaga, setelah dikurangi 12 juta, eng ing eng.... ga ada jawabannya lagi -___-

Begitu seterusnya sampai akhirnya dari 40 soal, ada 5 soal yang MENURUT gue ngga ada jawabannya.

Begitu pulang. (habis selesai TO Bahasa Inggris), Pak Sedyo nyamperin gue,"Nes..Nes..kalo subsidi ditambah apa dikurang?"

Gue dengan PD menjawab, "Dikurang, pak!" sambil senyum sumringah.

"Iya..Iya..betul kamu." 

Habis itu gue langsung protes tentang 5 soal yang MENURUT gue ngga ada jawabannya itu.

Setelah dihitung oleh baginda Sedyo, ternyata ada jawabannya.

Cara yang gue terapkan salah.

Ehe..ehe.. Maaf, pemirsa, kesalahan bukan terletak pada layar komputer anda.

So, from the explanation above, I would like to say sorry to myself because of being too confidence.

And promise this is the last time I acted like that. /crosses heart/

-END-

Confession

I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
I LOVE KJH
like heaven....

Tentang Teman-Teman Di Kelas...

Mereka itu... abstrak.
1.Ada yang ngaku mirip Marshanda, Asmirandah, Cinderella. /muntah/
2.Ada yang obsesi bikin band (namanya Laba-Laba Hitam.)
3.Ada yang selalu pingin jadi nomor satu. (--,)
4.Ada yang pelitnya nggak ketulungan -__-
5.Ada yang selalu pingin tau urusan orang. (--')
6.Ada yang gagap /LOL/

Nggak ada gap atau kesenjangan sosial antar satu teman dengan yang lain, meskipun pada dasarnya hinaan dan celaan selalu mewarnai hari-hari kami.
Yang duduk di paling ujung boleh aja gabung sama yang duduk di paling depan.
Yang duduk di paling depan kalau mau "melarikan diri" ke belakang saat jam pelajaran tertentu juga boleh.
Entah kenapa semuanya terasa "pas" seperti sudah ada yang merencanakan karena yah well, kami berasal dari latar belakang yang  berbeda-beda. Ada yang waktu kelas 11 namanya sering banget menghiasi absensi kelas. Ada yang waktu kelas 10-nya terkenal sebagai TROUBLE MAKER.
Ada yang dari luar keliatan berkharisma tapi ternyata mblekedes.
Ada juga yang pinter tapi autis.
Atau yang keliatannya autis tapi pinter.
Yang jadi pertanyaannnya adalah,

"WILL THEY REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE THING THEY'VE EVER DONE TOGETHER?"

"WILL THEY TELL TO THEIR CHILDREN THAT THEY'VE EVER HAD AMAZING-CRAZY CLASSMATES?"

Because I WILL :)

HI ?

Hi?
*awkward*
It's been so long, right?
Being busy with school stuff is not really good.
But thank God I found this:

I MISS YOUUUUU YOU KNOW THAAAAAAT?????

THANK GOD I MISS HIM.